Foreword: This story is part of a collection, tentatively called “Ghost Whisperer: Stories from a Nordic Witch Stranded in the South.” They were mainly written during my first year in the Appalachian Mountains, having moved from Sweden, living at the end of a road, with no green card to allow me to work and my husband, Michael, working at the Monroe Institute. Being a stranger in a strange land those days, ghosts started to talk to me. I hope you enjoy it.
It was Michael who
found George, but George then found Michael something Michael needed. It was a
shell, a great shell: seven inches long, with a cosmic spiral and a generous,
oval opening.
Michael had talked
to me again over Skype, of the white beaches of Progreso in Mexico, about our
long walks and early swims in warm water: bodies tumbling around each other.
And, of course, about shells: shells of all kinds, one more beautiful than the
other. We mused over the shell altars we had built in the sand, as well as all
over the small rental above the restaurant - sun-feathered, spiky, rosy,
bluish, closed, open, round, shining, with stripes and sometimes leopard spots
- as pleasurable to look at and touch as our love had been in Progreso.
Now, I was in the considerably
colder Sweden, and Michael in the Blue Ridge mountains in the company of bugs
and snakes.
So, he much needed
a shell. But first he had to find George.
What he found
first was George's cabin, though he didn't know anything about the previous
owner of the place at the time. He had followed the creek right into the green
forest for thirty minutes when he stumbled over the long-abandoned house. What
he saw was a simple, wooden house with cracked windows, so small it made his two-room
cabin look like a mansion, nestled in the middle of the greenery, and the
remaining boards of a fallen down shed close by. Inside the cabin floor was
rotting away, leaving dangerous holes, half covered by falling apart rugs.
Michael was mostly curious, but he was also lacking most material things due to
the last years of change and travels and thought he might find some treasures.
Which he did: some unbroken plates and bowls, and a wooden bar stool with
forest green, slender legs. He carried them home, cleaned them up and
eventually went to bed.
It wasn't exactly
a noise that woke him, more a memory of a noise, the fading sound of somebody
mumbling in the background. Michael went into the kitchen and drank some milk.
The sensation didn't go away though. It was as if something was pushing against
his mind, just out of reach for conscious thought to pick up the signal.
"Maybe you
brought something back with you," I suggested during our Skype session the
next day, "or someone."
"Like a
ghost?"
"Yes, like a
ghost," I said, not totally comfortable with the concept.
"I think you
might be right," said Michael, much to my dismay. And then he continued,
in the sudden bursts of knowing unseen things that are so typical of him,
"He lived there by himself at the end. But there was a woman once, and a
child. He is trying to talk to me. I think his name is George."
To be separated
from the one you love is hard, and the technology we have at hand is both a
blessing and a curse. The flat, cold screen sending images of Michael’s face
was so insufficient to my needs. The thought of him without me in the cabin,
the place filled with bugs and snakes, and now perhaps also a ghost, was worse.
"Just make
sure he means no harm," I said cautiously. "If he seems angry you
took those things, do bring them back."
It took Michael
days to hear George's voice, and it seemed muffled and far away.
"It takes
great effort for me to keep the connection to you," said George.
"Do you want
me to bring your things back?" Michael asked quickly.
"No!"
said George with emphasis. "I want to wake up. Please go back to my cabin.
I will show you something."
So, Michael went
back the next day. At the fallen shed he felt George push his arm.
"Down there,"
said George, as if speaking through a tube. "There is something you will
like there."
And it was. Under
boards and rubble Michael found the perfect shell. A memory of another man's
happy times, by another beach, with another love. Michael brought the shell
back home, and put it on his cabin altar, and George's voice suddenly became
clear. As if the years between the two men were gone. The shell a telephone through time, if not space.
Photograph: "George's shell," by Sofia Karin Axelsson.